For as long as I can remember, I’ve been a clock watcher—obsessively setting deadlines for everything. I’d barely start a task before checking the time and calculating how fast I needed to finish. The kicker? My deadlines were completely arbitrary. For instance, I’m four sentences into this issue. A month ago, I would have already checked the time twice and be doing mental math about how to finish the whole thing by 4 PM tomorrow. Why 4 PM tomorrow? No reason. A few weeks ago